It's been almost 2 weeks since the amazing race in which I officially became and Ironmom. I've been reliving the events in my mind since then, while catching up on everything I've put on hold in real life preparing for the race. I've finally found a moment to get it all down, so here it goes...


Sherpa Al and my mom arrived right on time at 4:45am to pick me up and we headed down to the pier. After dropping off my special needs bags I lined up to get tattooed. Troy was the volunteer that helped with this, and he seemed nervous, since this was his first time tattooing people. Thank goodness they were temporary. He and his new wife were in Hawaii to get married and decided it would be fun to volunteer. Random aloha right out of the gate. It was going to be a good day. Next I was weighed. It was 132.8 so I shifted forward to hit 133. It's all about the 3's! Ironically I was weighing in at about 128 up until race day. I took that as a sign my hydration plan worked out (and I might have been enjoying the pre-race festivities a little to


I had the total mom bike. Everything around me was black and white, sleek and aerodynamic, with minimal fuel or hydration. What were these people thinking? Where were the spare tubes, water bottles, granola bars? Maybe they were going to just use what was on the course? They were probably not planning to be out there 8 hours. In any event, I was prepared for anything. I milled around the transition area and waited for the age-group women's start, knowing I should sit, but not being able to.
I got to chat with Lydia while we waited, and saw Becky walking to the water. I joined her and we did a little happy dance that we were actually there. I was surprisingly calm leading up to this point. Women were swimming out to the start and we decided it was a good idea to test our goggles and swim a little just in case. I had a new pair of goggles, but had used the same brand and style many times before, so felt confident I would be ok. The little swim confirmed my confidence, or so I thought. We were going to swim back to shore, but as we turned around, more and more women were coming. With 8 minutes before the start of our heat we didn't really want to be out treading in 10 feet of water, but what kind of rookies would we look like trying to swim back? So we slowly picked our way out to the starting line to the left near the back and waited for the cannon.
The image for this year's Ironman memorabilia is a shot of legs dangling in the water, waiting for the start of the swim, a sea turtle swimming gracefully under the competitors. All I can think of when I see it is the movie Titanic. Every time I see the posters, bags, shirts, and towels with this image I would think of the scene from that movie with everyone in the water as the ship is sinking. Not very encouraging. Nonetheless, that was us in this moment, waiting for our day to start and hoping it would end well.
When the cannon fired and we took off, for once I remembered to start my watch. A pair of goggles slowly sank to the ocean floor as we began creeping forward. Race tattoos were littering the sea like black speckled translucent jellyfish. With minimal bumping and scrambling we spread out pretty quickly and headed toward the Body Glove.
My TriFe kit was awesome. I used it for the swim, bike, and run without having to change, making my transitions much smoother. It's harder to get a wet suit off and dry clothes back on to a wet body than to finish the race itself, so I am glad I didn't pick that route. My mom was in the transition tent and helped me dry off before applying sunscreen, rubbing it in as to not have big white blobs in some places and burnt skin in others. Everything was soaking wet, so I put my socks and shoes on in the tent before heading out to my bike. She wished me good luck, told me to have fun, and I ran to my bike.
Forty miles into my ride I started to feel not only tired but my body beginning to break down. My hamstring was pulling, my shoulder straining, and everything felt generally fatigued. I had been eating and drinking according to schedule, Gatorade, water, gels, gummies...but it all sat in a lump in my stomach. I had gas bubbles stinging my insides and felt nauseous, probably from the seawater I swallowed during the swim. I knew I couldn't stop my nutrition, so I just sipped my drinks slowly, making sure not to swallow any more air. I burped every chance I could and slowed down, trying to allow blood f
low to my digestive system. The entire ride I played with this balancing act: get enough nutrition without making myself sick. The wind didn't pick up until Waikoloa, and it was just a steady crosswind with a few gusts, nothing like what it could have been. Before I hit Mauna Lani the ambulance and fire trucks passed me, which I now know were headed to pick up Matt Russell, the pro that was in the bike accident right there at Waikoloa. He flew through a car window while they were trying to cross his path at the stoplight. He ended up surviving, but it was a scary few days after the race for his family. I was surprised how much traffic was on the highway during the race, and how fast it was going. Cars drove down the center line between bikes traveling in opposite directions. I had been looking forward to having a more relaxed ride, not having to worry about the traffic. It was better than a normal day, but I was still very careful with so many cars on the road.


At that moment I felt so loved. I had been singing those songs (we watched the movie the night before on purpose, my boys acting out the parts and singing along) for 8 hours on the bike. The thoughtfulness of Lehua, the sacrifice of my family, the patience and unwavering support of my crew, and my own physical ability made my eyes fill up with tears as I started the second half of the marathon. Unconditional love, support, and aloha. I will never forget that moment.
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Every time I wanted to walk I would have a reason to keep running. Jim and Suzy met me at the entrance to NELHA, I saw gym members at the aid stations, and Richard greeted me at the timing station at the end of the road. I have volunteered at Richard's timing station several years, and it was there two years ago that I decided I would try to someday become an Ironman. What a wonderful moment to get there, telling myself what I would tell the other athletes each year: "8 miles left to go, and you're as far away from the finish as you are going to be. Every step is brining you closer to the finish."
I had only eaten a few orange slices, a roll, and a fig bar, so by the time I was heading out of NELHA I was HUNGRY. I had another roll, which a volunteer handed to me on a coffee cup lid. I had to laugh. I have spent 15 hours in the ocean, sun, wind, with sweat, snot, tears, gels, Vaseline, dirt, ect. throughout the day. Giving countless high fives (yuck, I know), grabbing dozens of drink cups and wasting so much plastic and paper all day long. I told him he could keep the lid, I would just take the roll. Along with chicken broth (in another paper cup), that roll was the best thing I had ever eaten in my life.
One more pass through Team Kelsie Tent and I was in the home stretch. Only a 5k left before the big finish. I turned the corner at Palani, headed down the hill and was greeted by Jeff and Evan near the bottom, along with Diane, Spencer and Sawyer cheering too. Evan was asleep on Jeff's shoulder and they were a sight for sore eyes (and legs, and arms, and everything else). They cheered me on and I went in for the final stretch of the race.
I was swept through the finish area, headed back to deliver my timing chip, got my medal and finisher shirt and set out to find the family, realizing I had no idea where anyone was.
Luckily we reunited quickly and celebrated the day. Melany had made me a beautiful Haku lei and the Support Crew had made leis while watching the race all day. I felt very special, my heavy medal hanging around my neck. It had been a long day for everyone (15 hours and 23 minutes of racing plus the before and after). We gave our final hugs and headed home feeling very accomplished.
I was amazed the next day and those to follow how many people had been tracking my race, even staying up into the wee hours of the morning to see me finish live. Thank goodness I didn't dawdle! My goal is to inspire as many people, especially parents and children to go after their dreams and shoot for the stars. I know with hard work, dedication, and a plan anything is possible. It seems that I made a splash in our community, because there is still quite the buzz everywhere I go. The impact of my participation in this race has spread further than I will even ever be able to know. There have even been several declarations of races and events that will be done in the future like marathons, half Ironman, and even Ironman. Very cool. Even better, a few have been from the kids watching the whole process unfold, and the parents who are getting their families involved with exercise early.

Love this amazing true story. You are an inspiration! and just am amazing person!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! What race did you use to qualify? Just wondering .
ReplyDeleteI qualified at the 2017 70.3 Hawaii race, Honu, and was one of the 22 Big Island residents selected via drawing. There has been a tradition of having a few spots reserved for the Hawaii Island residents and I was lucky enough to get in that way.
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